Paper flowers
Glass skies
Silver grass
And faded dreams
My world's not shattered
It's only partly dark
You have no proof that you've
Shattered my heart
Pain never shows
Neither does hate
We are all puppets
In the hands of Fate
Let me live
Let me cry
Let me free
Let my fly
English text ©Copyright by Disappearing, Inc. All rights reserved. No portion of this poem may be reproduced or transmitted in any form without written permission from the Author.
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that was a beautiful poem. most poems are better when full of raw emotion from the writer. so if that's hwo you feel, then that made the poem great. look, i know partly what you feel. i understand that much. but there's so much i DON'T. so would you tell me? let me understand? show me how you feel! hearing it is one thing. but i want to see how you feel, like in that poem, it showed me how you felt for a second.
...it's true!
no i'm never letting anyone inside of me because inside of me is my place. and you already know how i feel. i feel freaking mad, both at my family and at everyone who is/was dissapointed at me because i made myself happy and everyone acted like it was a bad thing; i feel nothing because i don;t want to feel anything i just want to hit my cousin because he's being a brat just because it's his birthday he thinks he can sass everyone and hog my wii and then i'm calling him on it and my mom is yelling at me for letting someone else have a turn and now when i'm gone and on the computer they're much happier! everyone is better off without me! and I can't even dissapear because my mom comes and yells at me for getting away from them so that i don't have to deal with them and then my dad doesn't do anything and i really really want tio deck my cousin right in his stupid face because he's a spoiled brat that eeds to learn some manners because he's a jerk!!! and then when i try to help my mom because it was her turn and he took the remote she yelled at me again! i freaking hate it when my family comes over! my whole family freaking hates me when the rest of my family comes over! i'm disposable! everyone is better off without me! but don't think anyone is getting lucky because i'm not going to kill myself. that's overrated and stupid and retarded.
those who suffer prefer to suffer in silence.
you really think that? then you don't know. DO YOU?! NO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! you don't get it...
do you realize how much my friggin' life SUCKED before rylie, okami, RM, and YOU came along. that's right, YOU. yo uthink i'd be better off without you even if i can't LIVE without you. go ahead, think i don't care, tell yourslef lies that i don't. but you're only fooling yourself with it. because deep inside my heart, if you could see it, you would realize the truth that without you, i'd fall back into my depression. and i already know that if i go back, i won't survive. i could then cuz i was used to being alone. no one. but then you came along and showed me freakin' love, and i'd never gotten that beofre. everyone did. and i didn't knwo why. but then i did, they all really loved me. they REALLY loved me. but if i go back now, i'm not alone in my mind anymore. and without your support, which i got used to having, then i'd fall. i'd die. mentally and emotionally. because i know if i go back, i won't survive this time. you don't realize just how much i actually NEED you. YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND! i swear on my heart that i need you. come over and i'll tell it to your face staring you straight in the eye. i dare you to look into my soul and tell me i'm lying! but you won't be able to if you do cuz you'll see i'm speaking the truth. i NEED you more than anyone with ever comprhend! you know how you never know how much affect you had on people until later. well here's later. i swear that i need you. you never knew how much your love and friendship helped me up off my broken feet and heart. and you made me stand, you made me walk and run again. when i never could. but if you leave, then that support is gone, and i won't run or walk again. i won't even stand. i'll be back on the ground in the dirt. only this time it'll be worse, because the 1st time, i didn't know what it was like to run and walk, but now i did. and it'd be worse because then i'd know what it's like, only i couldn't get up again without you. that's how much you affected me. that's how much. and if you couldn't see that, then you didn't know. but i hope you do now. i don't care if you feel nothing for me! i don't care! in my past, NO ONE cared for me! no one felt for me. you can shut off your emotions like i did. but you'll only end up torturing yourself. no feelings can be held inside for long without expolding. you shut them off, then how do you feel? you shut off your emotions, then you shut off not only the bad feelinsg like anger, hate, pain, sorrow. but you also turn off the good, happiness, love, kindness, sweetness. think of you. you're shutting off more than the bad by taking away your emotions. sometimes numb is worse then that. because numbness doesn't last forever. and it doesn't hurt during the numbness, but it hurts so much worse when it goes away.
guys. stop getting mad at each other. take a deep breath and calm down. you guys love each other. stop fighting.
i know. but she doesn't get it. we're not mad/disappointed at her. that we all REALLY ACTUALLY love her, that i NEED her, and she's not nor ever will be replacable! she doesn't see that.
or at least if she does, she doesn't show it to me.
just do what you can to help and let her think what she wants. If she's going to come back, she'll come back and we need to remind her we care by showing it to her, not getting mad at her.
yeah cuz we all did a good job of that with Okami, didn't we? look you guys aren't convincing me to do anything.
I'm not trying to make you do anything. I'm trying to give you space to cool down or leave, as you see fit.
I don't trust anything anymore, Rylie! and I'm sorry, okay? but I don't like it when everyone looks down on me for something that they don't beleive in happens!
I just can't take it anymore!
just read this song. guys, really, I'm sorry.
Misery loves it's company
red jumpsuit apparatus
It's true, we are
we are destined to fail
It's true, we are
we are destined to fail
There is a problem here with our society
The absence of my tears is my sobriety
I have a growing fear and you're not helping me
Am I the only one who realizes it's true?
Beat but I'm not broken
Guide me through with your hand
Lead with your words spoken
Show me how to listen
You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy
I have a remedy for your insecurity
It's all the same, sadly, nobody works for free
Am I the only one who realizes it's true
Beat but I'm not broken
Guide me through with your hand
Lead with your words spoken
Show me how to listen
Let your light shine through me
Take this hate I can't release
Help me make the blind see
Misery loves its company
When I dream, I see dawn turn into dusk, into dusk
Beat but I'm not broken
Guide me through with your hand
Lead with your words spoken
Show me how to listen
Let your light shine through me
Take this hate I can't release
Help me make the blind see
Misery loves its company
It's true, we are
we are destined to fail
It's true, we are
we are destined to fail
i'm sorry
this is all my fault
and i don't care if we're not supposed to post other people's songs on here because i break enough rules anyway! it's the chorus that stood out to me.
Beat but I'm not broken
Guide me through with your hand
Lead with your words spoken
Show me how to listen
Let your light shine through me
Take this hate I can't release
Help me make the blind see
Misery loves its company
that's what really.............
jeez did i kill everyone on here, too?!?!?!?!
starting to wonder...
why does no one post anymore?
there's a new post now. and no, it's NOT your fault. in any way possible. i told you on this blog i believe that "don't you go blaming yourself for any of this!" it's true. you shouldn't do that when it wasn't your fault. you did what you thought was best for you, that's not bad in any way. so there's no fault. it was mine for getting mad and making you do that, if i hadn't said anything, you'd never have done anything. so...don't blame yourself.
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