The Forever Winter

Petaled roses
Blooming flowers
Winding breeze
Beautiful summer powers

Are gone when the cold winter comes
Turning light to dark
Freezing over warmth
Trees loosing their bark

Yet summer never did come back
Neither did fall nor spring
Only winter scorches on
Our birds can no longer sing

Our hopes are fallen with the flowers
Their petals and our dreams begin to die
Despair flowing on forever
No one stopping to wonder why

All we know is the time is near
The end that winter brings
We all can hear the deafening sound
The no longer beautiful howl the wind sings

Winter brings snow and death
Both wondrous and terrifying things
This the curse we brought upon us all
The curse the forever winter brings

We all refused to live happy
We all had chosen saddening lives
So to punish us for doing this
Winter stayed with its colder knives

We brought this killing winter here
So please don’t forget
I died with frozen tears,
Streaming down my face in cold regret

Unnatural Pain

a poem of how i feel right now due to Jin and what she's doing to herself.

I lay in bed and long to dream
But thoughts enter my mind
I want to scream and run away
From the pain of the thoughts unkind

The thoughts that I’m [dying]
It throbs inside my heart
As the thoughts get stronger, so does the pain
Now the agony begins to start

I start to cry and call her name
To save me from the burning pain
It started in my heart
And now is burning in my tear-like rain

The pain now controls me
I crawl in torture on the floor
I scream and yet no one comes
The loneliness only adds to the hurt more

I cling to his picture
“Save me lord!” I cried
I only wanted to escape
The pain was spreading so wide

The pain had turned to agony
The agony raged on
Until it became a constant torture
But all that was just a pawn

I cry and cry
I scream and scream
No one hears
And no one sees

My soul and heart
Are being killed
Tortured slowly and painfully
Until I will be filled

Filled with torture and with pain
Filled full with bloody regret
The pain is killing me
I am its prisoner, I am its pet

It hurts me till I cannot scream
Until I cannot move
All I can do is cry and cry
And let out my soul to die