Friday, May 8, 2009

Unraveling

You see what I've caused?
I start fights
Left and right
Someone's standing beside me
And I have the urge to push them away

Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I seem to want to be alone?
Why do I want to hit someone who
Never hit me first,
At least not with their fists.

I just want someone to feel like I do
Understand exactly what I'm going through
See the world through my eyes
And finally understand

Because inside I'm unraveling
And on the outside so is the group
Is it because of me-
Or is it we?-
That's causing this dysfunction?

All I know is I want to make is stop
Make this nightmare end
Make the dreams come back
Have them start again

Monday, May 4, 2009

Sanity

Well I can't handle this
But I can't handle anything else
Your decisions based on your reasons
Who knows what you're thinking

Now I feel opposite like I'm fall
And you're spring
Guess we all know what that means
I'm falling over you
I'm falling over you

You say you can't explain it
But that's the entertainment
Are you baiting me and showing me how it could be
How you think
Or is it really just a joke
To make you laugh?

Watch me bleed

Throw me around and
tear me apart
teach me how to break
this broken heart

Take these words out of my head
And print them on paper from the broken dead

Show the world
That all along
The tears I've cried
were all wrong
were all wrong

Throw me around and
Tear me apart
Teach me how to break this broken heart
And watch it bleed
Just watch me bleed
Watch me bleed

(achapela)
Throw me around
Tear me apart
Teach me how to break this broken heart
(silence)
And just watch it bleed-------------------


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