I once gave my thughts to someone
Showed them what it was like to be me
But they didn't nderstand
They just coldn't see
What I was thinking
I lost control
Then I left
Leaving torn walls
And a trail of death
Then I realized
I couldn't stay away
So I came back
But not to stay
I realized soon that
My mess was not clean
As I had intended
Instead the blood
of the ones I loved
not the blood i intended
Soon more blood was spilt
as I tried to explain
and rage again reigned
and I was to blame once more
and now the ones I love
I told them they were liars
And now I'm paying for my mistakes
Some of the recovered
But some did not
Paying dearly as I face this head-on
There's no running from
The blood on my hands
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I hope you like it... I really was thinking of all of you when I wrote it. I'm sorry I said it was all a lie. It just felt like that, and I really shouldn't have said that. Rylie, Okami, please, come back. I love you.
i love you all
ohmyheck because of me no one comes on anymore!!! *cries* i'm sorry!!!
I don't think it's cause of you. no one ever comes on.
and that was really good.
thanks. it was like this chain of events that sparked it. i never even pre-wrote it it was just out of my head. and no one has gone on dreamers diaries either!!! *cries* i'm so sorry!!!
why? it wasn't your fault. you don't have to apologize. and i think that was a beautiful poem, cuz it was totally heart-felt. and letting you know, i talked to Rylie and Okami yesterday, the reason they haven't been on is that people have been staying at their house an' stuff. Rylie told me.
oh ok.
I'm back! I love you too, Adeen. I do hope you finally realize that. I would die for you. Please don't take that for granted.
I'd die for you too, adeen. i swear it. given the chance, i would take it. and yeah, if that day really does come, i'm ready
...i feel like a person that gets to a party late and has NO idea whats going on. lol
really good poem BTW
it's all real touching.
*smiles* wanna be friends?
it's all real touching.
*smiles* wanna be friends?
Heck yeah! I'd love to be your friend, Jessica.
Rylie, don't leave me! you're my mom! you can't leave me! the wedding... on the nineteenth we will have had the blog for a full year! we will have stayed alive for one whole year! but I can't live without you guys! Don't leave me, Rylie! you just can't leave me! don't leave me... don't leave me.. omg i'm crying now! please, come back!
mama! you can't leave me!
mommy!!! don't leave me!
please!
MOMMY! don't go! please! rylie, you're our MOM for crying out loud! you can't just GO! me and ade NEED you! MOOOOOOOOMYYYYYY!
yeah, i'm so lost
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