Why did you leave?
Why did I crumble?
Why did you shake?
Why did I fumble?
Is it I?
Or was it you?
I feel so horrid
Please tell me it’s not true
That you’ve really gone away
Turned your back on me
Didn’t you say you’d be there?
So how can you not see?
My heart is breaking
And for the loss of you, I’m teared
Loss of one of whom I loved
One of whom has disappeared
Can’t you start to understand?
Will you never know?
My mind is crumbling because of you
But still I’ll never let it show
You’ll never see
For I hide it well
The pain you caused me when you left
Trapped inside this burning hell
Save me, if you dare
I know that you’ll not come
Still I want to just believe
That the loneliness has not won
But I’m only fooling myself
Everyone else can plainly see
That you are gone forever
You so cruelly leaving me
I though this fits so well with my poem:
“I tried so hard to tell myself,
That you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along”
-Evanescence: My Immortal
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For all disappearing members: i posted up a song similar to this poem on: Dissapearingband.blogspot.com
i want my mommy!
ME TOO! *crying* no really, i am.
God I am SO lost...Leave for a week and it's all over your head...
Anyway, that's A really goo poem and i like it a lot
Jins probably gonna smokeya for saying God. but i agree. pretty much our dreamworld adopted mom left the blog where we keep in contact and we're both crying because Adeen(not me the real one) is getting married on the 21 of this month and she wont be there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*
Ade here.
yes i'm sad Ry left, and i do miss her, but life goes on. I have a few questions: who walks me down the isle-- Charm, or Taoran? and where do i get a dress? *cries* my mom should be helping me plan this!!! I thought i finally had a mom, after Avian died!!! do i? *cries*
i'm sad too!!!! *bawls*
1)MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMY!
2) i'm trying to stop leachturing people over swearing, saying god, and other stuff, since it's outta my control.
3) Charm, since he's your current father, because he adopted you, taoran is still your father, but charm has custody. so charm would walk you down the isle. but if anything happens to him, it's taoran.
4) CAN I MAKE THE DRESS?!? i love to sow an' stuff! i could draw it out and Jin could make it. but only with your permision, ade.
5) YOU'RE MOM'S ALIVE!!!! OMG! i just found out yesterday. your mom's still alive, but being held hostage. by ribbon. (JK, i'll send you a pic so you understand. the ribbons are her chains.) but she's being held by people we don't know. i saw her through the moons eye. so i'll find her, tell you where she is, and you can GO RESCUE YOUR REAL MOM!
Gosh! I can't get a break for two minutes with out something major happening. You're going to be the first daughter I actually get to see walk down the isle, so I sort of have to come. Not to mention the fact that the world couldn't stop me from seeing this. I'm coming back. How can you plan the wedding with out your obnoxious mother. I mean seriously. Someone has to run around nagging you on how to look, right? Heaven knows Jinnyn won't do it. I'll take my break after the wedding. How's that?
On the 21st, right?
YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYY! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOMY! i'm so happy you're back for the wedding! Ade will be soooo happy too! i think... i don't know, i'm not her. but i think she'll be happy! =]
*grins*
Yay! I love to make you guys happy! =D
why take a break at all? and what happens after we save my mom? Avian, I mean.
...dang, never thought of that. she can come too, she is your mom after al-
um...but. once you rescue your mom, doesn't that mean that you're entire family is back together? i mean, that's great news! but...
Adeen, I love you, but, if you would prefer to live with your real parents, I want you to know it's okay with me. I want you to be happy.
we all want you to be happy, ade. we love you. do whatever you choose, we'll stand by it. okay?
totally
Where's Adeen anyway?
i duno
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