You can see me falling
And yet you walk away
You said you’d always love me
Until my dying day
But now that I’m crying
You want no part of me
You said you’d always be there
But that’s not what I see
I see a broken promise
I see a twisted soul
I see that my broken heart
Has finally reached its toll
And yet I keep on fighting
I fight to stay alive
Because until I see your face
I refuse to die
My soul will fight against my heart
Until I’ve lost my mind
You’ll return me to myself
But you are not so kind
You close my eyes and walk away
You watch me struggle and fight
But you do not lift a finger to help
When I’m crying through the night
So until you open my eyes
And let me see your face
Then I will keep on fighting
Just to learn my place
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43 comments:
that's really good! I like that one a lot. :D
wow. I'm so jealous of you sometimes. but in the good way. (yes there is a good way.)
hmm...i didn't know that there was a good way to be jealous
me neither.
Wow. That was depressingly genius. What enpired you to write this poem.
enpired....i'll have to write that in my dictionary..
jk-lol
but seriously...can you be jealous in a good way? I always thought it was bad...
me too. i didn't know there was a good jealousy! but if there is, i'm flattered RM.
there's a good way. I don't really know how 2 describe it, though. sorry!
What inspired you to write this song.
You happy, Emma Claire. JK! LOL!!!
yes! My question has been answered! ....somewhat
lol :)
I love you, Emma! You rock!
I'm sorry! I'm a horrible describer! there's probably actually a better word but i don't know it...
A better work for what?
than jealous.
lol thnx! U rock 2!
What about envy? That's like a good jealousy
No it's not. I think you should be happy for who you are and what you have to offer. When you envy someone a lot of the times you start to look down on yourself. If you want to do something as well as someone else you have to work at it. Being jealous or full of envy doesn't solve anything in my opinion.
true
no,l envy is an even worse word. i dunno. probably closer to admiration, but not quite...
Admiring someone is great! It's just jealousy and envy that I don't like.
wow. i feel depressed.
hahaha! 1st of all, it's not a song. everything i post on here is never a song, soully a poem. i will never add a tune to these. they're all completely songs. and i wrote it cuz there was someone i knew and they actually liked me, but when i got depressed, they kinda left me.
So...THEY ABANDONED YOU IN YOUR TIME OF NEED!!! THAT IS UNBELIEVABLE!!! WHO IS THIS PUNK!!! I'LL THEM APART LIMB FROM LIMB!!!
it was when i was 9 rylie! it's okay. i wrote this when i was 9.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
what'swith the growlyness
I feel so left out! Stupid head cold! i missed so much. it's okay. I'll put it all in the comment below! Whew! I'm so smart
Okay so i think that i have no idea what word you want R.M...maybe, um...inspiration? Um, Jin, where was I when you were nine...was that in ...ouch, doing the math is giving me a headache, 4th grade? Oh god. flash backs. Mrs. Crosby hated me. Do you think it had something to do with the fact that i hit her in the head with a bracelet in class one day?
Anyway, who was it?
And did you know that they took out the tanbark from the playground and put squishy stuff in? how unfair is that? Every time i played in there i got splinters! >:(
And interesting growl Rylie....
Why thank you.
when i was 9 i was just getting used to you, wasn't i? abd i think i thought you were a girly girl... or somein' like that.
Ha! That's hilarious!
no really
ur welcome
and i have no idea. i don't even remember what i had for lunch. my memory is prioritized..idk y and i so was not a girly girl. I've never been. i just liked to wear dresses all the time till i was in like 3rd grade(not to school though) and i changed my outfit like 5 times a day but....that's just me. lol
hmm... i don't think i'm a girly, girl ...i'm a girl..but not weird....am i?
jin, i'm sorry, but just drop the subject of Adeen's kits, okay! i understand you aren't happy about it, but she is, and so am i, and Kourton says he is too. so just leave the subject and leave us alone, because it really freakin bugs and i'm ready to go ka-freakin-boom over it!!!
um...lost
you would be... sorry if it's all confusing, I don't know if Jin would want me to explain it. She might get more mad at me because you would know. Ask her yourself, and make sure you say that it was me who started it. I'm becoming masochistic all of a sudden and feeling like bring it on BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHEN FUN NIGHT/HUNTING NIGHT IS AND I'M FEELING LIKE DEATH ANYWAY BECAUSE I HAVN'T FED IN A WHILE SO DON'T BLEED, ANYONE, PLEASE. THAT'S MY ONLY REQUEST. Also Emma if you really want to know about our insane experiences, I'm writing a book on my past.
If you want to read the infantile first page of it, go here.
http://maximumwriter.blogspot.com/
make sure you tell Jin if you ask her exactly what she is. Because she's not human. And neither am I. *evil laugh* but don't be scared. I'm just as civilized as Edward or Alice is. Even if they don't exist.
Oh well. Whatever happens, I think you should ask Jin, since she's deeper into this than I am. She knows practically everything about any creature, or if she doesn't, she can find out. She found out my past, and she's my friend, and I thank her for that.
Also Jin I'm sorry.
I have a few questions for you, Jin. You didn't answer your phone so I couldn't ask you over the phone wires.
Why is my skin ice-cold now? Why have my eyes not settled on one color yet? And when the heck si the next fun night???
Those are the most important questions out of the tons of questions that are buzzing around in my head. Seriously. I gave my mom a hug and she was just like Jeez you're cold, like you've been in a freezer.
Not. Good. At. All.
Emma I'm sorry if I confused you, but if you want to know what's been happening recently with all of us abnormal people, check here.
http://dreamersdiaries.blogspot.com
Jin is the most likely to open up to physicals, plus she's one of your friends, so she'll probably tell you. Sorry for the confusion.
Well, since we're confessing. I'm not human either. Probably half the people you talk to on this blog aren't human. I hope you don't think we're crazy after this because we're not...or are we? E-mail me at Reagan@conder.org if you need to ask me any questions. I would give you my phone number, but then creepers on the internet could hunt me down. That would be scary.
Oh yeah, and Adeen; the next fun night is actually on the night of Thanks giving. Go figure.
it's on 11/27/08,
THANKSGIVING!!!
we get to go hunt after a turkey dinner (no turkey for me though)
You're not mad that we told Emma Claire we weren't human?
no. not at all. she has the right to know, and we have no right to keep secrets from her.
Actually, we do have the right to keep secrets from her. It's America, but that doesn't necessarily mean it's nice.
so if we don't have the right to keep secrets from her what gives you the freakin right to manipulate me to feel bad for you because i "hurt you so emotionally" and it "affects everyone" because i don't see how and I don;t like it that you are just getting mad and acting like I hurt you really bad because in my eyes i didn't. you didn't have a say in my decision and you never will!
I'm confused. Adeen, would you please clarify the problem here?
you know the problem rylie. it's okay.
and adeen, i wasn't at all trying to change you in anyway. i was stating myself, and i also have the right to do that. i have the right to express my feelings, as you do. and i wasn't manipulating you, i don't do that to people. and if you knew me fully, you'd understand that i believe poeple have a HUGE right of choice. so i wasn't trying to butt into your decision. not at all. i wasn't.
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