Friday, February 13, 2009

What love shows

Every little thing in life shows love.
The wind loves us, by letting us breathe it.
The trees, loves us, by taking in our carbon and turning it into oxygen.
People love us, by being there when we need them.
Flowers love us, by being so pretty as to lift out spirits when we're feeling down.
Animals love us; they are friendly to us and are here to make sure we survive (that's why god put them on here anyway.)
Houses love us, they give us a roof and shelter and heat.
Family loves us, no matter how mean they can be, they are still there. Just to even see them when you’re lonely is a welcome sight cuz you can say: "there's someone i know and love. We’re not the best of friends, but we've been together forever."
The sky loves us, for it brings us the greatest blue of it and the darkest black of it.
Stars love us; they shine for us when the dark night lies as a blanket over the world.
The sun and moon love us, for they reflect ourselves and lay there as a beautiful never ending painting in the never ending sky of space.Music loves us, for it reflects our emotions and lets us see our self for as long as we can while in the moment.
The clouds love us; they bring us rain and storms to wipe away our troubles.
The ocean loves us; it shows us beauty still exists in the world.
The water loves us, it allows us to swallow it to survive and it also makes us feel better when we need it.
I love you, because you are the greatest you can be. And you'll always shine for me.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

The Forever Winter

Petaled roses
Blooming flowers
Winding breeze
Beautiful summer powers

Are gone when the cold winter comes
Turning light to dark
Freezing over warmth
Trees loosing their bark

Yet summer never did come back
Neither did fall nor spring
Only winter scorches on
Our birds can no longer sing

Our hopes are fallen with the flowers
Their petals and our dreams begin to die
Despair flowing on forever
No one stopping to wonder why

All we know is the time is near
The end that winter brings
We all can hear the deafening sound
The no longer beautiful howl the wind sings

Winter brings snow and death
Both wondrous and terrifying things
This the curse we brought upon us all
The curse the forever winter brings

We all refused to live happy
We all had chosen saddening lives
So to punish us for doing this
Winter stayed with its colder knives

We brought this killing winter here
So please don’t forget
I died with frozen tears,
Streaming down my face in cold regret

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Unnatural Pain

a poem of how i feel right now due to Jin and what she's doing to herself.

I lay in bed and long to dream
But thoughts enter my mind
I want to scream and run away
From the pain of the thoughts unkind

The thoughts that I’m [dying]
It throbs inside my heart
As the thoughts get stronger, so does the pain
Now the agony begins to start

I start to cry and call her name
To save me from the burning pain
It started in my heart
And now is burning in my tear-like rain

The pain now controls me
I crawl in torture on the floor
I scream and yet no one comes
The loneliness only adds to the hurt more

I cling to his picture
“Save me lord!” I cried
I only wanted to escape
The pain was spreading so wide

The pain had turned to agony
The agony raged on
Until it became a constant torture
But all that was just a pawn

I cry and cry
I scream and scream
No one hears
And no one sees

My soul and heart
Are being killed
Tortured slowly and painfully
Until I will be filled

Filled with torture and with pain
Filled full with bloody regret
The pain is killing me
I am its prisoner, I am its pet

It hurts me till I cannot scream
Until I cannot move
All I can do is cry and cry
And let out my soul to die

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

New poem... no name. just a friendship poem

i will take your loves
your hates your likes
and make them mine

we will share fears
heartfelt feelings
and maybe tears

i will hold your hand
and dry your tears
always there to stop your fears
i do all this because you are my friend


this poem (c) me

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Awesome poem

What do you think of it?

Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger held in my chest

Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain, everything to fear

It's from linkin park

Friday, December 5, 2008

Gone and Missing

Why did you leave?
Why did I crumble?
Why did you shake?
Why did I fumble?

Is it I?
Or was it you?
I feel so horrid
Please tell me it’s not true

That you’ve really gone away
Turned your back on me
Didn’t you say you’d be there?
So how can you not see?

My heart is breaking
And for the loss of you, I’m teared
Loss of one of whom I loved
One of whom has disappeared

Can’t you start to understand?
Will you never know?
My mind is crumbling because of you
But still I’ll never let it show

You’ll never see
For I hide it well
The pain you caused me when you left
Trapped inside this burning hell

Save me, if you dare
I know that you’ll not come
Still I want to just believe
That the loneliness has not won

But I’m only fooling myself
Everyone else can plainly see
That you are gone forever
You so cruelly leaving me

I though this fits so well with my poem:
“I tried so hard to tell myself,
That you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along”
-Evanescence: My Immortal
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Blood on my hands

I once gave my thughts to someone
Showed them what it was like to be me
But they didn't nderstand
They just coldn't see
What I was thinking

I lost control
Then I left
Leaving torn walls
And a trail of death

Then I realized
I couldn't stay away
So I came back
But not to stay

I realized soon that
My mess was not clean
As I had intended
Instead the blood
of the ones I loved
not the blood i intended

Soon more blood was spilt
as I tried to explain
and rage again reigned
and I was to blame once more

and now the ones I love
I told them they were liars
And now I'm paying for my mistakes
Some of the recovered
But some did not
Paying dearly as I face this head-on
There's no running from
The blood on my hands

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