This is for us... and our memories.

It's by skillet, called Those Nights.



I remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all
Remember when we'd

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive

I remember when we used to drive anywhere but here
As long as we'd forget our lives
We were so young and confused
That we didn't know to laugh or cry
Those nights were ours
They will live and never die
Together we'd stand forever

Remember when we'd
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong with us
Those nights belong to us

I remember when we used to laugh
And now i wish those nights would last
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life

Those night kept me alive
Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong




you guys don't know how much I love you... and how much I wish things were back to the way they used to be. I feel like I'm living in the past, and it's a horrible feeling. I want to move forward, but I can't make myself let go. Because I feel like if I let go, it won't exist anymore...... that's the best way I can describe it. I know it sounds really dramatic, but honestly, that's how I feel about it. And I'm just going to tell yo guys that yeah, I can be tough and uncaring but when I think of how stupid I am to not ever want to let go of those times, I cry. I cry about it all the time. An I'm so sorry for everything I've said that made you guys angry, and that made you guys sad or upset. I'm so sorry. And I wish that everything could go back to the way they were, because it just seemed so magical. and now it feels like it's all gone. and I don't know why I feel this way. And I have no idea why I'm telling you guys this. I never do this to anyone. I just want you guys to know that I love and trust you guys so much, and how sorry I am for being such a stubborn jerk.

Snipe Hunt

*rustle, scream, shriek, scrape*
We're doing all this for a prank?!
*CRASH* "Ow!" "It bit me!" *yelp*
Was that a real call for help?
It's the middle of the night.
We're hunting for supposed 'snipes'.
The first years are all freaking out,
Every rustle and they shout.
"I caught one, now turn off your light.
They don't like it when it's bright.
On count of three shine flashlights there.
One, two, three!" A teddy bear?

yesh. in case you couldn't tell, I had girls camp. made me remember this. tell me what you think. this poem (c) to me.

Unraveling

You see what I've caused?
I start fights
Left and right
Someone's standing beside me
And I have the urge to push them away

Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I seem to want to be alone?
Why do I want to hit someone who
Never hit me first,
At least not with their fists.

I just want someone to feel like I do
Understand exactly what I'm going through
See the world through my eyes
And finally understand

Because inside I'm unraveling
And on the outside so is the group
Is it because of me-
Or is it we?-
That's causing this dysfunction?

All I know is I want to make is stop
Make this nightmare end
Make the dreams come back
Have them start again

Sanity

Well I can't handle this
But I can't handle anything else
Your decisions based on your reasons
Who knows what you're thinking

Now I feel opposite like I'm fall
And you're spring
Guess we all know what that means
I'm falling over you
I'm falling over you

You say you can't explain it
But that's the entertainment
Are you baiting me and showing me how it could be
How you think
Or is it really just a joke
To make you laugh?

Watch me bleed

Throw me around and
tear me apart
teach me how to break
this broken heart

Take these words out of my head
And print them on paper from the broken dead

Show the world
That all along
The tears I've cried
were all wrong
were all wrong

Throw me around and
Tear me apart
Teach me how to break this broken heart
And watch it bleed
Just watch me bleed
Watch me bleed

(achapela)
Throw me around
Tear me apart
Teach me how to break this broken heart
(silence)
And just watch it bleed-------------------


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What love shows

Every little thing in life shows love.
The wind loves us, by letting us breathe it.
The trees, loves us, by taking in our carbon and turning it into oxygen.
People love us, by being there when we need them.
Flowers love us, by being so pretty as to lift out spirits when we're feeling down.
Animals love us; they are friendly to us and are here to make sure we survive (that's why god put them on here anyway.)
Houses love us, they give us a roof and shelter and heat.
Family loves us, no matter how mean they can be, they are still there. Just to even see them when you’re lonely is a welcome sight cuz you can say: "there's someone i know and love. We’re not the best of friends, but we've been together forever."
The sky loves us, for it brings us the greatest blue of it and the darkest black of it.
Stars love us; they shine for us when the dark night lies as a blanket over the world.
The sun and moon love us, for they reflect ourselves and lay there as a beautiful never ending painting in the never ending sky of space.Music loves us, for it reflects our emotions and lets us see our self for as long as we can while in the moment.
The clouds love us; they bring us rain and storms to wipe away our troubles.
The ocean loves us; it shows us beauty still exists in the world.
The water loves us, it allows us to swallow it to survive and it also makes us feel better when we need it.
I love you, because you are the greatest you can be. And you'll always shine for me.

The Forever Winter

Petaled roses
Blooming flowers
Winding breeze
Beautiful summer powers

Are gone when the cold winter comes
Turning light to dark
Freezing over warmth
Trees loosing their bark

Yet summer never did come back
Neither did fall nor spring
Only winter scorches on
Our birds can no longer sing

Our hopes are fallen with the flowers
Their petals and our dreams begin to die
Despair flowing on forever
No one stopping to wonder why

All we know is the time is near
The end that winter brings
We all can hear the deafening sound
The no longer beautiful howl the wind sings

Winter brings snow and death
Both wondrous and terrifying things
This the curse we brought upon us all
The curse the forever winter brings

We all refused to live happy
We all had chosen saddening lives
So to punish us for doing this
Winter stayed with its colder knives

We brought this killing winter here
So please don’t forget
I died with frozen tears,
Streaming down my face in cold regret